“I Wished I Was Dead. I could hear whispers from long distances. I smelled tobacco from a hundred yards.” This was not a good thing, unless you are CIA. Doctors are not sure what to call this rare disorder that has attacked Mariusz Kowalski. Perhaps ME, a neurological disorder. We met Mariusz at a healing service where he could only lie on his side. Pain, numbness, sensitivity to light and sound, and the inability to digest food, are just some of the symptoms that are being reversed.